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Kanon
When you're just as deep in hell as I am, everything is worth laughing at as we're all going to hell eventually, may as well pave that road in laughter.

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A darkness.

Posted by Kanon - June 28th, 2012


"I sit here day by day, wondering to myself if there really is a way to be truely happy, the nightmares and dreams that haunt me tell me otherwise. I feel like a Darkness here to stay, but can't seem to shake the feeling there is something more. Something that stays with me and bears it's teeth below my conscious gnawing and lashing out, lurking and waiting, but to what may it be?"

I tend to post my troubled mind on pages like this to vent and ask questions, but lately I've had the same dream over and over again, with that exact quote written on the walls of the room I find myself in. The room has a blue hue, coming from behind a single pillar, a soothing vocal can be heard the closer I get to the pillar, the walls made of rather large sized bricks, damp with moisture. I can never seem to figure out what this means, but nonetheless. Have you ever had any odd unexplainable recurring dreams?


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No I think you should go to a therapist you might be a serial killer without even knowing it.

I lol'd, and I doubt I could.

We can kill off those we hate together, Kanon. WE COULD DO IT TOGETHER.
Also, you should make yourself Lucid dream, then bust down that fucking wall.

I approve of that actually, but I always wonder what they mean.

I had a recurring dream a couple of years ago which i stll remember sometimes. It starts with me being in a road and i was surrounded by thick fog. Suddenly i hear footsteps but i dont know which direction i should look. The suddenly i hear a chainsaw which starts to work and i start to run. After a long running i find myself in front of a wooden cabin. I knock the door 3 times and i open it. Right in the middle of the room is a chair in front of a fireplace. i can see hand swinging from the chair. I go slowly to check it out but when i about to do so it dissapears.Then the door opens and a man with a chainsaw enters the place.His eyes have blood and he wears a costume. He starts laughing like a maniac and walks slowly to me. When his chainsaw is about to kill me i start to fade. Before i wake up i can hear a bell ringing and i see a ghostly figure. The face seems familiar to me but i dont know him.

Anyways sup Kanon? Its been a while. Oh also that would be a great post in the BBS forum

Probably would have, but you have too many closed minded people who wouldn't of bothered talking about it, nonetheless I've been good, tired but good.